BOSS yang B.nG.K!!

hhhhhhhhhhhuhu..hidup penuh complicated...its happened to me now...langit tak sentiasa terang..betul ker ayat tu.. last wednesday.. i heard i will be transfered to another PDV..kiranye anak syarikatlah.......what the HELL!!! but still boleh terima coz my current boss pun mcm S..L!! Dahlah masuk PDV kena transfer ke Document Controller...hello..aku tak suke giler buat keje tu...so petang tu si SHIT tu panggil aku masuk bilik meeting..dgn berlagaknyer dier bagitau " Ayu, you tahu tak you ditransferkan ke Medini" Dengan selambenye aku jawap " TAU!!" dengan berlagaknyer die bgtau its effective from 1st February...HELLO BANGAK.. you give me notice tak sampai 2 hari...si bodoh ni sambung lagi.." I will try to talk with management to extend you..paling lame pun seminggu" PIIRAH.. kau ingat aku hadap sgt duduk dept. ko..baru masuk dh berlagak bagus..pegilah mati..aku takkan handover keje aku yang menimbun tu...ko carik sendiri....................

I'm Walking Away

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Sometimes some people get me wrong,
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realize
some people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and, well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away, oh to find a better day
I'm walking away

Well I'm so tired BULLSHIT
things you say you're driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don't listen to the games you play
BULLSHIT I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other
coz I saw them with my own eyes
you should've been more wise
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady

I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away  from the troubles in my life

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...aku teringat balik lagu ni
biler terkenakt aku.......BODOH GILER... dulu mase
kat zaman ITM aku dedicatedthis song to my best buddies
n friends..a bit emotional time tu..
tapi lagu ni tak tepat sgt sebenarnyedlm hidup aku mase
tu...but today!!! yes this song definitely kena dalam
diri aku..HUhuhuhu..hari yang paling malang dalam hidup aku..
Tuhan, tolonglah hamba mu yang lemah ini.....

BOSANNYER HIDUP...

Bosannyer hidup...................hua..keje yang membosankan..life yang membosankan...hari yang membosankan........................SEMUA BOSAN!!! i hate my life..hate my work..hate everything..luv aisy sorang jek.........sorang jek yang buat aku x bosan..Aisy..my luv, my inspiration............my everything. :) because of you mama still keje kat tempat yang paling membosankan dlm dunia nid...PENING*** TOOI..tooi..toiiiiiii.. hidup mama pun pening lah aisy..mama confuse@@@ hu..hu..hu........biler lah masalah nak selesai.... :( :(

DIET................

DULU............ KINI & ESOK????

Takutnyer tengok title ni................huaaaaaaaaaaaa, tensionnyer bilerlah nak kurus balik ni...sejak dok JB berat badan lagi naik ni........macammaner?? nmpk semua sedap..yerlah duk dengan mak sendiri ..balik je keje semua terhidang..sedap lak tu..yang jadik lebih sedap lepas makan terus tido...x payah basuh pinggan, x payah kemas..semua maid buatkan..seronoknyer..tu yang berat mendadak -dadak naik....huhuhuhu ... aper pun i have to reduce my weight sekurang2nye 5kg bulan puase ni.........hopefully bolehlah..............semua baju dah ketat dh ni..........saje jek buat baju raye kecik sikit..nak memotivasikan diri...tapi kalau badan makin naik..nampaknyer takder baju raye lah tahun ni...................huahuahuah..wahai sahabat2ku mai dah filla yang telah berjaye mengreducekan berat badan..tolon lah kwn mu ini..hahhaha bagi tips pleazzzzzzzzzzzzze........

huhuhu...............dh berabad x active dlm blog nie..but today aku nak meluahkan jugak dlm blog niee...........BOSANNYEr, MEngaNtuk, MalaS naK buat KERJA!!! evethough kerje tgh berlambak..mane nak buat report, nk buat tu, nk buat ni... semualaah......semuanyer x settle..SERABUT...today my fav. boss tinggalkan kiter org...dpt keje baru..........HUAAAAAA... that means aku kena start keje ngan my new boss....kuakuakua..aku x suke dier...Jahat KE aku??? entahlah bolehlah tahan... aku mmg cepat judge org..but for me I'm always right when judge people..(Perasan!!) when i start don't like people smpi bebile aku x suke............huhuhuhu...thats me!!!..susahkan?? but when i like that person smpi bebile aku akan kater dier BEST.. for eg my ex boss... First impression lagi aku rase dier ni best, easy to work with... sporting, BAIK, supportive,..smpi ler dier berhenti.. tp yang ni entahlah..my instinct said....................MATILAH AKU!!!!! hopefully tanggapan aku salah............................ i REALLY HOPE............ :( :( :(

TENSION

Oh god.............help me ..aku tertekan..i hate my job, hate my previous boss..............hate everybody..aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah...........baru lepas discuss pms/kpi with my previous boss..becoz dier yg evaluate for last yearnyer performance..aaah..suck..my point teruk giler... i dunno why??? i give my full commitment in my work for last 6 month.........smpi family pun terabai..kerje until night..kerje weekend...........but the result??? haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......nasib baik he's no more my boss..kene pindah subsidiary co.. but last time when we work together ..semua ok.. i really like him as a boss... dier boleh tahanlah..quite good looking, nice.., sabo jugaklah org dier..tk suke melenting, x pendendam..but a little bit fussy... now ni biler nampak dier dh x boleh nak say hi even smile.......rase mcm ketat jek muke ni..tadi dier say hi to me pun nk balas pun rase x ikhlas giler....i cannot be a pretender................. help me plzzzzzzzzzzz... i dont want to think about this...i'm really depress........... :(

the worst thing happened in my life

hi everybody........actually dah lame tak meluahkan perasaan dlm blog becoz lately ni bz memanjang......almaklumlah dh tak keje ngan family sendiri.. :( .............. Sekarang ni ayu dh start kerja kat Khazanah Nasional and dah kena transfer ke JB dah pun........ best jugak dok ngan mak sendiri...hehheheh but yesterday the saddest things happen in my life ................ my aisy kena hempap dgn console table in my room............ now ni my lovely aisy dah hyper active tak terkira...........dier nampak ape2 semuanyer dia nak memanjat. actually this thing happen on sunday night at 1.00a.m. biaselah..dier dah tido..tak aleh2 bangun balik n aper lagi startlah mengaktivekan dirinya....me n myself tengah buat ape?? aper lagi tidolah..tomorrownyer monday blues...n my hubby main play station...but before tido, i keep remind my husband to take care my aisy...but benda dah nak jadik.............. mase tu tuhan jeklah yg tahu aper perasaan aku......... aku dengar abah aisy menjerit...n tengok muke + baju aisy penuh dgn darah...........isyy.kalau dikenangkan saat tu mmg menggigil kepala lutut aku....dah tak nampak dah kat mana yg luke.......aku apa lagi dgn baju kelawar terus masuk kereta n my hubby terus rush to puteri specialist...semua traffic light kiter org langgar.....mase tu tak fikir aper dah...... cume fikir..if anything happen to my son, i will blame myself for my whole life.......... darah terus memancut....byk sesangat..smpai baju kelawar aku pun penuh dgn darah..... sampai jek hospital terus bwk ke emergency room...n nurse tu pun memberhentikan darah tu....but pengajaran disini bak kate nurse, if anything happen to your son... you kena relax n check dulu kat mana lukanya n ambik kain n tekan kat tempat darah tu.........supaya darah tak terkeluar byk.....but for me ..ayu memang takut dengan darah..mase tu tengok darah aisy pun badan dah melayang rase nk pitam.... satu lagi benda yg paling aku menyampah !!!! dr.lau..dr yang serve aisy kat hospital tu...bodoh nk mampus..aper taknye..ni aku senaraikan ape yg aku menyampah kat dr. tu...
1. first jek...dia halau aku,mase aku nak tengok dier jahit dahi aisy..
2. My husband tanye, whether tak x-ray ker? dier kate awak pegilah call org x-ray..klau ader org yg nak x-ray malam2 buta ni...
3. aisy admitted, pagi tu dier suppose to check aisy..tak check langsung aisy...datang katil aisy n marah kite org. plak..dier kate "you lain kali, jgn bagi your son panjat2, this time he is lucky...nasib baik tak mati... n one more things..patutnyer your son dah kena tido pukul 9.00 mlm...(ish....bodoh punye dr.. cakap baik2 boleh tak..ni cakap kuat sampai semua org dengar) rase mcm pegi gov. hospital pulak..gov.hospital pun dah ok sekarang ni............. :(

aku pun aper lg pegilah complaint dkt nurse counter...dier org kate dr. tu memang camtu but dier specialist for pediatrik yg terbaik kat malaysia kalau tgk kat medik tv pun memang muke dier jek....... aku pedulik aper dier terbaik ker..aper ker.tapi patutnyer dier kenalah jage manners skit...takyahlah terjerit marah patient sane marah patient sini...bodohkan...kate jek specialist...bayar memahal.. malam tu jek dier dtg n jahit aisy dah kena almost RM800+++ campur semua 1400++ utk sehari ...tak sampai pun..yg tak puas hati tu dier dtg pagi tu marah aku n tak checkpun aisy dah kena 150.00 boleh??? ish.....geram sgt............nasib baiklah co. aku bayar....kalau aku yg bayar dh kena dah dr. ni...

Tapi aperpun aku still bersyukur Aisy selamat.....syg sesangat kat Aisy...pengajaran buat aku n abah aisy supaya sentiasa berhati2 ..sekarang ni aku make sure aisy tido dulu sebelum aku tido........Ya Allah ..Jauhkanlah anak aku dari benda2 yang tidak diingini........amin...

hari yg tension..................

05 April 2007....bosannyer ari ni....kepala tgh kusut...so sesajek masuk dlm blog ni nak mengusutkan lg keadaan.....ish.....tensionnyer,,..now ni takder keje nk buat.. yg membuatkan lg tension takder duit.............termasuk bulan ni dh 2 bulan lebih takder gaji...uwaaa...kesian kat iman....lately ni dier asyik demam jek..nsb baik ade my family n mother in law yang support..klau tak???? Semenjak kawin...byk dugaan jugaklah yg kami lalui.....(hehe...kisah sedih lak??) aper tak nyer after 1 month kawin...my hubby berhenti keje...sedih giler mase tu yerlah baru nak bina new life...tapi tak lame about 1 1/2months, lepas tu my brother ambik dier keje kt tempat kiteorg...mase tu happy lah jugak...yerlah husband n wife satu office..dpt tgk muke dier selalu....tp langit tak selalunyer indah...early this year my company having a big problem.....ape lg ..financial problemlah.....so my husband decide carik keje lain...as for me..??? nk carik keje lain??? susahnyer..yerlah almost 6 years dh keje ngan company family sendiri...kiranya dh lemak lah ni???? macam mana lah kan?? ader jugak try toyota n maybank..but no feed back...if i tak carik keje lain ...how we want to survive????takkan asyik nak depend on my family....n takkan nak depend on my hubby sorang jek......??? tulah tengah kusut ni....biler time camni teringat zaman belajar dulu....semuanyer senang...nk kereta, my mum belikan...nk gi oversea..my brother hantarkan n biler nak duit, call jek, aderlah org bank inkan.....tp mase dh berubah..biler dh besar baru tahu langit tu tinggi ker rendah...but still bersyukur sbb ader hubby yg baik + caring n anak yg comel...cayang iman... Biler fikir balik.kiter rase susah..tp kat luar lg ramai yg susahkan??? aper pun sentiasa bersyukur apa yg tuhan bg kat kite....Moga2 lepas ni my company akan stable balik n dilimpahkan rezeki....amin..

bercuti ke PD

last weekend aisy gi PD with mama n abah...family day office mama...best tau...aisy tido kat Glory Beach Resort...hotel tu takderlah cantik but aisy nyer bilik depan swimming pool...tu yg best tu........aisy gi mandi kat situlah ngan abah+mama and mama office mate.....bestnyer cuti....hope next time aisy dapat gi cuti ngan kawan-kawan mama + kawan aisy gak (k.kasih,k.damia, syasya, damia n twins) hehehehhe............. kalau nak tgk gambar...aisy dah ader fotopages bolehlah tgk kat aisyiman@fotopages.com

YO..yo..yo

hehehehe ....aisy baru leps potong jambul but mama kate gambar potong jambul takder yg clear...ni gambar after potong jambul....on 10th JUly (sunday) aisy dapat tahu my new gf dah kuar...dhia zara....mama pun kelam kelibut gi beli hadiah at the curve...lepas tu sambil beli present for dhia abah bought for aisy a new cap....coz abah dah nak botakkan rambut aisy.........wuaaaaaaaa...!!!! help me mamaaaaaaaaaaa..................

abg adam birthday.........

yeyeyey...aisy gi celebrate abg adamnyer first birthday...happy birthday 2 u ...eppy birthday abg adam...eppy b'day 2u...abg adam looks so handsome that day..!!!mama... nanti buat birthday aisy cam ni orait...

wedding time.....

last saturday..mama gi wedding, mamanyer cousin....but tak bwk aisy....aisy tinggal umah ngan abg chik n abg long....lg best...ni aisy ltk gambar abah n mama..n gambar aisy kt umah...

my girl friend (sha sha)

yesterday aisy gi visit my gf..sha sha...she looks so sweet walaupun tgh titun..takperlah hopefully my next date on 1st July, sha sha tak tido..boleh borak2. Ayo..yo...mama, aunty mai dah slim..hehhehe mama camaner ni????

my first shirt.....

Last Sunday abah pakaikan aisy my first shirt..aunty ogy suruh aisy pakai tie..tapi aisy takder leher...hehheheh...aperlah...semua ingat aisy nak gi keje..weekend mane ader keje...!!!

Aisy n darwish........

last weekend aisy jumpe my cousin...darwish..he always smile...but Aisy takder mood ari itu...feel very sleepy....tapi aisy tegur sikit2laah....mama kate aisy sombong, ader-ader jek mama ni...

tido...........

ni mama candid gambar aisy mase tgh tido..comel tak???? tak baperlah coz ni gambar candid, suppose mama have to inform me first...boleh posing.....tul tak???mama ni nak kena saman ni..

happy weekend

mama.....mama lambat betul update gambar aisy........coz mama told me computer mama kat office rosak...ermmmmmmmm aper aper lah mama... last weekend mama, aisy n abah gi jejalan....best..lagi best kalau dapat jejalan ngan kak kasih, kak damia, syasya, dhia, n two twins brother...hheheh...cannot wait..............

mothers day.....

26/5 mama ajak aisy gi celebrate mothers day kat De Palma inn, Ampang... bosannnnn...but nak jage hati mama aisy gi jugakkk...mase function tu aisy tidur jek....dahler yg perform malam tu uji rashid..iskh..iskhh..mama ni...takder taste....nevermindlah..the most important is "happy mothers day mama & I luv u so much"

Aisy already 51 days....

hi ...Aisy dah 51 days ,,,but mama baru nak create blog aisy...ish..ish...for kakak aleeya, n for my gf..sha sha..ni gambar terlatest aisy ok....but dont judge aisy by this picture coz Aisy ni tak photogenic...but in the real life...i'm the cutest baby in the world...hehehheh..mama aisy ni pemalaS nak tulis pepanjang....sometimes picture can explain something...so let all the picture below explain everything...enjoy!